"It actually-" she said, about to try and express how she'd felt after Peter had died, how somehow that had canceled out the weirdness, or at least some of it, leaving only tragedy in its wake, which wasn't really a good trade. But she couldn't find a way to explain it that didn't sound horrible.

"It, um. I do have a lot less trouble, I'm not as... connected to all those memories. So, yeah, maybe. Just now there's that other weirdness where he's, um. Not- you know."